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I ran across a ‘personal interview’ recently and I thought it would be fun to turn it into a project for February. So here’s the jist – similar to those photo projects to post one picture a day I’m going to do 1 post a day covering one of the questions on the interview.

Todays question – What do you do?

I’m going to divide this question into a few areas

Work – I am the Network Systems Administrator at Northwoods Community Church in Peoria, IL. What that means is that I’m responsible for setting up and maintaining most of the computer systems. I’ve been working with computers for near 10 years now and I really love what I do. Most of what I know is self taught, but I’ve taken courses and seminars on various subjects. It’s an incredible blessing to be able to work in a place furthering the Kingdom of God.

Play – I have way too many hobbies, so I jump around quite a bit and add new ones frequently. I love music so I enjoy picking up my guitar and playing around, and recently trying to pick up the piano. In the warmer months I enjoy playing ultimate frisbee and frisbee golf. To attempt to stay fit I like to train for/participate in Triathlons.

Lesuire – Sometimes I don’t work or play and I just like to disconnect. I like to travel to new places and find great restaurants. I enjoy spending the day on the beach or just reading something interesting.

I think that sums up what it is I do. How about you?

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It is finished.

Isaiah 43:19 – Behold, I am doing a new thing. When I read this verse I’m always reminded of the unique ways that God responds. When He is going to do something it’s probably not the way that you would expect.

When I went into this fast, I had chosen a focus. There were a few areas that I wanted to increase my discipline(spiritual, physical, financial), and unknowingly I had already planned out how God could respond to my prayer & fasting. I had expectations to what the end result would be if I was ‘successful’ in this fast. Over the course of the three weeks my expectations were torn away.I guess I was expecting some miraculous breakthrough. A story that would be printed in books, something read from the stage at church. After all I was giving up so much. I was sacrificing most everything that was a regular part of my diet. But I didn’t get my breakthrough, I got His.

I came across this verse about halfway through the fast. 1 Samuel 15:22 – Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice. My attitude was all wrong.(no surprise there) I was taking the old testament route thinking that my offering, my sacrifice was what pleased God. That it was those things that entitled me to the response I wanted. God has no need for anything we can give, its our obedience that He wants.

Now it may not sound like it, but this was my breakthrough. Through obedience will come discipline. The reason I felt any lack of discipline in my life was because of the pursuit of selfish desires. Are my financial decisions based on obedience to God or that new gadget I want to buy? Do I work out to take care of my body like a temple of God or because I want to look better at the beach? And is my study time to further my knowledge of the Bible or to better know God?

So God responded in a new way, an unexpected way. Fasting has been a great discipline in my life and has really brought me closer to God.

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